A good friend of mine and I talked over Facebook yesterday and she suggested I make a list of things I hope will happen in my life. Ive had this disease my entire life and dont know what "life" is really like with out Cushing's. But I KNOW I need this surgery so I can have some sort of chance at a "normal" life.
But this morning, I went to church.
Me having this disease has brought, including this woman, 4 people to Dr. Ludlum and closer to getting their lives back. If that is His will, so be it. I will be an ambassador of hope. And Courage. If I can do that, if I can bring others to doctors or at least to knowledge that they have a chance at getting cured, at a normal live, it makes it all worth it.
I hope... to have children to direct major motion pictures as well as inde films to travel the world to visit all my new, Cushie friends to work and march for a better future with my comrades to take Mrs. Zebra out dancing to get Mrs. Zebra "cured" to cook huge meals to mow my own lawn to have the energy to mod my own car to feel like my own age to not be winded by walking from my car to a building to move to a cooler climate to be happy I love the quote in the picture above. There ARE more important things than my fear.
The Weary Zebra