"Oh, there ain't no rest for the weary Zebra... 1am

Well, this is one thing cortisol will do you! I am wide awake at 1am on Sunday. I just uploaded a video to youtube showing you the differences between high and low (well, two in fact. Better GFX to come!) and let me tell you. High is much better than LOW!

When I am low, everything hurts. It hurts to stand, walk, or even move! I have my lows durring work hours and lately its been hard. I have been organizing stacks of scripts and they get really heavy. I used to be able to leg press 400lbs. No way I can do that on a good day, let alone stand on my own. Lifting even my empty cloth lunch box can be rough.

My highs: Well, its like drinking a case of energy drinks in every since of the thought. I am wired: panicky. I feel like I am being chased while sitting down. Most of my pain is gone, but from what I understand its not a good thing. Cortisol not only turns on my adrenal glands giving me the flight or fight response and stressing my heart and body out, but also eats at my mussels. The fact I may not feel pain is due to its anti-inflammatory properties. So its killing me while acting like a pain realized. So I dont know Im dying! All the while making me fat. Fat and happy, right? Now if only I didn't have to work all day, I could catch some really good anime on TV and catch up on my netflix! Oh well, gotta try and sleep. I still have to set up the sermon projection notes for church tomorrow. I dont think they will let me bring my gallon of pee with me so then I gotta rush back and finish the GFX for the YouTube channel.

"Oh, there ain't no rest for the wicked,
Money don't grow on trees.
We got bills to pay,
We got mouths to feed,
There ain't nothing in this world for free.
I know we can't slow down,
We can't hold back,
Though you know, we wish we could.
No there ain't no rest for the wicked,
Until we close our eyes for good"